cold in the winter, cold in the heart

oh my! nowadays lots of rain has fallen to us and the days had become as cold as ever. whats next? haha maybe snowflakes will fall on our faces. that would be a major mystery for all of us as Brunei hasn't been to those weathers before.

my house is so cold. thank you dad for helping me get over this situation. he gave me an idea on using some thick blanket while i go online. and yes it did work and i am doing that now. besides paparazzis won't take photos of me as i am not that famous and i don't need the fame.

lets see. i drew something very odd yesterday but yet, interesting. i drew a thunderbolt at first on a piece of paper. than i don't know what kind of thunder hit me but i made that thunderbolt i just drew as a heel of a stiletto. i like it. somehow klod and amal and alsoo GAGA would use it. hahaha

i went for a jog yesterday you know to lose the boredom at home. i went to this house. i crossed it and there's this group of guys at my age. and when i came across them, they gazed at me in an awkward way. thank God i had my ipod with me. hahah and my earpiece was on my ears. thank you apple Mackintosh.

okay i guess this is it and i got a message to all my closetest friends as the conclusion to my post:

I MISS YOU GUYS A LOT DURING THIS HOLIDAYS!

the holidays are here

hello peoples. i know that i haven't posted any new fresh posts in this blog. i haven't even blogged some posts on tumblr either. i was really busy playing cafe world in facebook and going online with my friends in msn. anyways my life nowadays is stable. okay and steady. i guess some juicy things happened but i tried to ignore it because i've learnt my lesson which is some sort of a secret between me and myself for now onwards.

next year, i'm gonna start a new chapter of my life and i'm planning to do something special for myself and to others in the same time. i know that means 2 in 1 but who cares anyway? but now i know that a new chapter of my life has started and now i feel fresh and new and rejuvnated away from those dark days that i fear to remember and bring back. i surely hope next year will be a splendid year and i hope i could cope on the lesson as i am promoted to secondary 3 science or should i say year 9 science.

i got some good news here. amir and iman sofienna is going to be my classmates next year. the others are secrets that i really need to reveal myself inwhich i have to wait for next year. the bad news is my friends and i are gonna get seperated next year. some are going to the arts class, some at the science class and some at the express class. and the most terrible news is some of my friends are gonna change schools next year. but at least i could always hang out with my friends at school and outside the school as an outing. anyways i always felt that each and everyone of my friends are always there for me, i think. but anyways i'm promoted.

this is the lastest year i'm going to attend the ugama school and the last thursday was the lastest day i'm gonna attend them which is also the lastest day i'm having my SSSRU exams. i sure hope i aced the test as i know i would. i also hope that my friends would do the same too esspecially amir. he's the most craziest guy i've ever met! he read the books in the last minute like tauhid, tajwid and tarikh. damn boy, you got a large head there. but i'm sure eventhough he made last minute prep.s he will ace them tests.

well i guess this is the end of this post. probably the longest? haha anyways, bye and au revoir

khatam the day of my dreams

it was like a dream yesterday where the day of my khatam Al-Quran comes. i was very touched of my own effort on finishing my reading of the Quran. eventhough there was some kind of problem that hitted my way to happiness but i know that my family and friends would always be there for me. somehow i feel awaken in the inside of me. and somehow it was like what i've never thought of. it is the best awakening ever.

the lesson i learnt yesterday is that we should always remember that nobody's really that perfect and that everyone has their own weakness that lies down deep inside the personality. learn from your mistakes and all i gotta say is that don't worry if you made mistakes because thats how you will learn to live better.

pictures of the khatam occasion is flooding the facebook athmosphere. everyone's talking about it. everyone 's tagging pictures and commented on them. but now what i really thought is missing the practices that we had and all the teamwork that we had. all the mistakes repaired with the help of our teacher, cikgu sharil and all i wanna say is that i miss the practices that we had all these time.

i got to meet and get to know lots of peoples better with the help of this khatam Al-Quran and Insyaallah i may be taking part on the next khatam Al-Quran occasion which may be held next year. i had so much fun during the occasion and the practices it self. i really did and i can't wait to feel the thrill again next time.

now i really know the meaning of the phrase 'feel the thrill after the occasion, not the practices'



so this is the scope that i can only tell. in other, simpler words i would say that 'i miss the effort'

mom's gifts

here you go people my mom's teacher's day gift from cikgu hajah mariam bin abdullah and this teacher. the patchi chocolates were given seperately by our one and only no other than cikgu hajah morni!










this was given a few days ago by cikgu hajah morni to my mom for us to eat!

galaxy chocolates! (y)(y)(y)

thanks cikgu hajah morni for the patchi and galaxy chocolates! we like it very very much! give us more if you have more stocks like you did on this past 6 months! haha thanks again and your gifts to us is very appriciated!

bonjour

good morning fellow citizens! haha well thats just a little lame joke i made but hey, who would argue about that? anyways i would like to congratulate my mom for getting a very nice teacher's day present! good job mom! keep up the good work! hehe i'll post the pictures later! she patchi choclates! a box which is with flower patterns (girl stuffs) and a pack of tudong (also girls stuff) plus a two way facial powder given by her student! hahhaa he has the balls to give my mom that! hahaha

anyways i'm going to llrc today because we have like khatam practise there or should i say rehersal!haha well maybe i'm gonna be picked up late at about 4.20? so umm my mom told me to stay at the llrc and to not to go elsewhere. well mom its my first time at llrc and i assure you that i will not go anywhere besided llrc! okay

and its my first time there so maybe expecting a pinch of sakai!hahah jkjk i'm not that kind of sakai guy okay! expecting amir baz hafiz zaeem deej and fit+nad there! hope you guys are there later!

so this is it and bye!

can't i just see myself the way i am?

flowers that will make this post smell nice hahahhaha

hey, it has been about a week since i haven't updated this abandoned blog! okay now im gonna tell the rest of you guys about the things that happened this week and last week! i guess there are like tons of things that i wanna post on this blog! so set your eyes on and lets start the reading shall we!



what happened to benz? simple its just a simple accident my mom made when one of her colleagues was parking near to the car and umm im not sure on how to explain to you guys but i did understood my mom's explaination but anyways i don't know how to explain it percisely to you guys. but one of the reasons is my brother boy was suppose to wake up early but he didn't. he actually was suppose to go to school at the time. so that is what happened.

i guess nazirul was true about me over doing it last time! i don't know but including to my friend i did. so yeah i guess he didn't had a bad day after all.

after that incident happened i tried to calm myself and tried to act natural all these days and i guess its working like a miracle! but i don't how this crap started but nazirul suddenly teased me nowadays. trying to act gay and trying to make fun out of me! like wth? i know he's actually making fun at all but i also know that he is critisizing me in his jokes. and whats with the 'zul nda ko dating lagi?'. he was shouting this in front of everyone and i was not impressed as it is embarassing me!

"nazirul if you wanna make fun of me and all the be my guest but, if you wanna be a school clown by having me as your joke-aid then i refuse! critisizing me infront of everyone is not okay! embarassing me infront of the whole school is not okay! having others joining you to do the same thing is not okay! embarassing me after the prayers in front of the juniors is not okay! can't you see how much you've been a freak in my life. you're like a phsyco who's been in my life this past days. i know that its a joke but it doesn't mean that you should do it every freaking day! i forgive you eventhough you haven't even appolagize to me as a friend but the, grow up man!"

i just had a nice chat with muvit aulia harahap yesterday! he's a nice guy and all and good good! good luck on your psr results dude!

spn was great i liked it and bonded with it so much! bahh... hahaha but the exams was okay. after all we are the 1st batch! haha but anyways good luck to all my friends whos been there for me! thanks to everyone!

and btw..

HAPPY BELATED BUTTDAY TO MY FRIENDS WHO IS SHARING THEIR BIRTHDATE


EWANN AND ZHAFRII! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GUYS! AWWW!! MY BOYS HAD GROWN SO FAST! HAHAHAHHAA

there is also one thing i wanna tell... i already have my 'bunga telur' for khatam. mom picked it and they bought it yesterday! IT ISSS..... purple =( hahahahha i'm not a big fan of purple and i was expecting green (y)(y)(y) but in other words asalkan ada hahah




so this is it so bye thanks for reading and stay tuned for more updates! au revoir

i want your dieseas

i don't know about you guys but i think i abandoned this blog for a long time but i'm not giving up on blogging. i was very very busy about school works and all but now i can have some spare time just to update this blog just so i could improve my language and also to improve myself on communication. sounds geeky but just suck it in and just get over it!

spn-21 exams or spe and the o'levels are coming like hell. its like a dieseas spreading toward the students. so i hope all you guys are studying your ass-off and make sure you guys give a little bit of time to relax the crowded brain that you guys may have during your studies.

its time to talk about school life. school had been quiet enjoyable nowadays. as day by day went by, some things happened. but its just like a pinch of stuffs. nothing to worry about. but i really have one thing to tell you guys later. its our highlight for the post. patience!

i abandoned my facebook and my twitter but the most important is, there will be LOADS and TONNES of notifivations going on in my facebook account. but now isn't the time to check it because i force myself to study! haha but its no hard you just study and force yourself to not to go near the pc.

highlight of the post. AT ugama school today during break time, i hung out with my friends outside the school's 2nd floor veranda. and while i was like doing my own thing, nazirul (old pal) said to me unexpectedly, "eh zul, labih jua ko" either he had a bad day or i was over-acting. well if he had a bad day it's not my fault that he had the mambo-jumbo! but, atleast give me an 'A' for the effort i made to change myself. atleast i lost a little of the wickedy-black! and now i'm really trying so freaking hard. only God knows how much i suffered during this change. but, anyways lets just forgive and forget. no! lets just forgive but not forget!

i guess this is the end of the post so bye

P/S: THANKS DEEJAH FOR MY ERASER. THANKS FOR RETURNING IT BACK TO MY HANDS WHEN YOU ACCIDENTLY BROUGHT IT HOME! HAHA

school today

what a day, everyone! what a day! i can't believe it, school's here. this may be strange but somehow, i do like going to school. do you? its not because that i could only see my friends but don't you guys think you can study rather than staying at home during nothing besides eating, watching the television and sleep while you could learn something new and help others to know something you know and communicate with teachers and your friends. for me the learning is all that matters because well for me learning is like the roots of our future. just like when prayers are the roots to our religion, Islam.

i guess this is it, so goodbye

tired of your teasing and your jokes

sup bloggers? how you all doin? im quite fine here with the loved ones.

yesterday was not the way i expected it to be. i was dry and very tired. maklumlah its the 1st day of puasa. haha i played with my lil bros in the living room and until my mom called my bro and asked him if he already finish his hw. he didn't so me and ben acconpanied boy to do his work!

sungkai was like a moment of glory for me as i said that i was dry and tired. we had a nice dinner. hehe. and did i tell you people that i got my facial treatment with my mom! oh, it hurts like hell! and its leaving scars and clots! i can't wait till it runs off. it hurts! hahaa

i went to seria with my brothers boy and roy and my sister plus my madre! haha i like to call her that! its a spanish word for mother! in case you don't know.

i guess i gtg now! so this is it

desperate

Alhamdulillah, the fasting has just began and i can't wait till it ends. hehe anyways i have lots of things to tell but i'm so bored but im energetic at the same time. i am now officially joshua's partner for the std project that we have to present it by monday of not then, i'll say au revoir to my marks. enternal marks do support us spn-21 candidates. though for me, every mark counts and i would say without or with spn-21 marks will always be important. and i'm now trying to find some resources for the std project. so i think this is the end of my post hope to write to you guys soon (:

unpresent in life

today was not a blast at school. i really thought that i was gonna change as i've said on the last 3 posts. but, unfortunately, there are some blockers in my way to that path of changing my self into someone useful and someone who is normal. i know that the phrase "its okay to be different" is true but is it okay to be different when that thing you are in different of is being the burden in your life which will make you lose your self control. syahin, iwan and mizan had been advicing me lately about something which really made me motivated with their stories. thanks guys it really made me feel that i am very motivated.

i had mood swings today, i was really sad i don't know why. and i feel so sleepy now its lateeee. 11.19pm uhhh... actually there's an extraclass on maths tommorow at school on SUNDAY, i really appriciated my teacher to do that but sir, why sunday? i don't wanna babble or something i was just ask you that. okay i didn't went to ugama school for some reasons.

in the night, i followed my uncle and my bro boy, to send my bro roy to wywy kb as he has this idk so we dropped him off and went to supasave. we bought STARBUCKS. yes it was nice but, i only drank a little. i was sharing it with my lil' bro okay. i'm scared that my pimpples would start to grow again so i just took 2 chugs and thats it, im done.

okay i think this is it. bye

situations uncontrolled

hello welcome to my blog hehe sorry for not updating lately im very busy with facebooking and all so sorry. hehe homework ku lagi banyak iatahtubah! haha but now i'm not because i have time. this morning was a blast . i don't know why i am very hyper today? well, that only happened in the morning but not in the afternoon. it's very... the weathers not the one that i expected, its very hot and bright. i'm not complaining at all but as you can see the forests are burnt by the sunlight. i was hoping for it to rain somehow.

I can't even hang out with a friend today as he is painting the ugama school's library. i can't be mad at him just because he didn't even hang out with me. haha we did hung out in the end for about lets say 3-5 minutes? yes i think so :/

we went to my grands' house at lumut. they called us for dinner!! (ooooo!!) but its not that formal its just for fun. hehe my granny really did cheered me up with her funny words. hahah and yes, we enjoyed the dinner very much. thanks grands hhehe.

i think that's all i could say for today. bye

spreading some stuffs

after throwing my tantrums last night, i realized that i am now cured and i am now fresh but that doesn't mean that i am healed from the pain and besides this, there's lots to be modified and there's a lot to be repaired so i'm getting started on the new chapter of my life now and i don't know what comes next but i am really serious on changing.

i went through lots and lots of changes but there's always something making that impossible to be accomplished but now i really am serious and i am not playing nor fooling around. thats my goal and that will always be my goal. after this is done than i'm satisfied.

change means risk and i'm taking the risk for my future. i really need some advice right now but it turns out SOMEONE doesn't even care. then go ahead and thank you for not caring. okay that was just me. i don't know, i really am nervous nowadays and i don't know why. i am really scared and horrified if something bad is going to happen and i feel guilty at the same time. what in the world is happening to me? i don't know what the heck it is but i'll just have to wait. lets just hope it doesn't effect friendship and family. AMIN!

okay i think i'm off now. it turns out that i am very bored at this moment and i think i will until tomorow starts.

now i know

AAAAAAARGHHHH!! why are there so much tense in lifee??? why are there so many stuffs to solve when you have another freaking problem coming your wayy?? whyy??

okay sorry, that was just me throwing tantrums. but anyways i really hated this time of day where i felt soo down todayy people! idk why but somehow i know that there's a source of this problem. but you guys don't need to know. its one of jack's project so keep your hands off the plan or it'll be cut into slices of burittos! aiaiai! yum! hahaha

i knew that this time of day will come and it did come. i asked my best friend amir if i look gay or not (am expecting for a yes as i felt i do look like a gay!) and yes he said yes. thanks mir i appriciate your kindness and honest answer. thanks. shit! why am i like this? i'm kinda mad right now to my self, offcourse. i'm like ughh. i don't know what to say as i am like unexpressive right now! shit! shit! shit! shit! ehhh, shut the fuck up jack! chillax dood! i'm having a bad time right now and i really need some, i mean lots and lots of time to think. but why do i look and act soo gayyy!!! whyyy????!!!!

okay i'm facing a bad time in my life and it's the worstest time ever in my life where i am very very mad at myself like shit! right now isn't the time to think about anything. ahhhh!!! whyy??? i mean the whole school ucap aku, and why am i so confident bnr that what they are saying are wrong???? i do look like a gay dood (but i ain't gay offcourse) but now i know what THEY were saying was right! i was the one who's wrong and you guys know what? in all of a sudden everything's coming back to me! ehhh i don't know why eh!

i am such a turb and i don't know why. and btw by ucap-ing aku gay doesn't even cure eventhougj you guys are playing for fucking jokes like shit out of me! it doesn't help, it KILLS me! it burns down my ass! okay? clear? if you are not clear with what i am saying, then read through again and understand the meaning of sad, mad and dissappointed!

eventhough i'm having a VERY EXTRAVAGANZA bad day today, at least someone's having her happy day, my sister. congrats ka ahh hehe :D

i am so damn sad todayy!! i just realized, shit! i'm off to bed so that this fucking problem will decrease slowly. but i'm still gonna change though! huh bye

P/S: IF YOU THINK THAT YOU NEED A CHANGE THEN DO IT!

a fresh start

with all the things that i've been through i know that i should really take it easy. and now i'm taking a fresh start and i know i've made lots and lots of mistakes but who doesn't make mistakes, its where we fix our selves to become a helpful human being to the world.

extra class was okay today. eventhough theres something happening between my friends but its just small matter. and i was shocked to see some romeo-juliet action. haha i didn't mean to stalk anyway i was just looking by accident but its okay.

ugama orals are greatt!! its eassaayyy!! i can't believe its overr! ahhh ALHAMDULILLAH thank God its over. i am soo happay!

and me and my uncle went to shura's house because she invites us to play badminton. everyone knows that i don't play badminton so they both play while i listen to the rythm of lady gaga's musics, haha but overall we had a great time. thanks shuraa!!

okay im off as it is already 9 PM my bedtime so bye!

P/S: MY DAD'S LIKE FACING THIS FEVER AND ALSO COLD SO DAD, CEPAT CEPAT LAH SEMBUH SUPAYA KAMI DAPAT URUT BAPA LAGI HHAHAHAA

happened at only flash

as i battle my way of memorizing for the amali and al-quran tests which are coming like hours from now, there are some incidents which i would and will share with you readers later but now i'm gonna tell you guys about the news i just heard from everyone as if its the headline for todays paper. my friend (iakan?) naj is now coulple-ing with haziqah murdini. i wasn't really interested or even menyibuk about this but i wanna tell you both that i'm happy that you guys are good together.

about school, today turns out to be a great day, in the morning but not during the afternoon during the afternoon. there's science,maths,bm,english and commerce today. all of these are like my favorite subjects. haha i know i'm strange but who cares?
anyways, yes i was actually planning to hang out with my 2b friends but they (a few) were hanging their selves at the 1b class' i don't know actually what it is but i heard from amir that they were actually flash back-ing their way about last year's memories and if i were flash back-ing mine, than its gonna be the worstest flash-back that i would had. but he did appolagize for forgetting to hang out but its okay actually. he doesn't even need to appolagize as it is a small problem for me eventhough i waited for him for about 15 min. haha.

at ugama school, huh here comes the time where i was very hot as in hangat hangat sensasi. haha you guys know why? because actually i asked naj if he ever like call me gay. i was very confident and was expecting a no no from him since he's very close to me at ugama school during quran period and he always told me to sit next to him. i was very shocked when i heard em say " awu pulang, pernah pulang" i was like "holy shit!" well i felt backstabbed all these days but anyways, a jerk is always a jerk (you know who) but anyways i think i should really really forgive him but umm i don't know. okay btw here's the list on the people which i know that called me yes the "g" word at ugama school in my class.

total boys: 12 peoples

people who calls me "g": NAJ, QAWIM, AZRI, AFIF, AZIB,

people who didn't call me "g": AZIZ, DAUS, HAZWAN, AFHAM, SAINI

the person who i am not sure if he calls me that or not: MALIKUL

see thats all i could say and i actually asked them person by person and everybody did confessed. i just wanna say thanks to NAJ, QAWIM, AZRI, AFIF & AZIB. thanks for making my afternoon very fucked up! and you guys know what? i think i won't even talk to you guys anymore. cause you're jerks. i would talk with you guys for just some reasons. but anyways thanks for my favorite duos amir and anik for cheering me up (i wasn't cam mau mau minta kana cheer up, they were doing funny stuffs which cheered me up) thank God, at least i got someone who understands me.

my uncle went home to keriam today. haha skadar. and btw i have to come to my grands' house at lumut for an occassion i think its doa arwah. yes, and it is held after asar prayer so podin mawa and pawa's coming. hehe and thanks aunty weni for giving me this nice advices about this bullshit. haha thanks.

okay i think this is all so bye

extra class, again

i just had an extra class this morning which was fun but i felt different as if its not the real me. maybe its just because i was fooling around too much but i had a good time though eventhough amir didn't come today but its just a day, no harm done. seriously. and i also did memorized the tahlil and also the doa. haha sorry aunty weni for buat bising bising arah bilik anti plsnya aku msti apalkn. hahah today was commerce and maths my favorite subjects. i know i've said that i hated commerce but now its part of my life.

mom and dad just went home from bandar from the halal expo at icc and they said it was fun and there's lots of halal foods which are sold there and i am very happy that they are enjoying their evening. and shura came this afternoon and (also) we had fun and hahha no probs to inform you about it sis. i am all yours. hahahah but anyways, we were actually chatting while we were eating the cornflakes mom just made a few days ago. and btw thanks mom. we even took my sister's blazer just now as it is dry-cleaned at uncle mursilal's dobi store and yes it looks good as new. haha

and btw did i told you that we (shura,sis jirah and me) were actually talking about our dream wedding? hahhaa i know i have outrageous goals hahha i don't know why but i am like a family dude or something. haha but anyways, i am good and fresh (wth?) haha

i think thats all for today au revoir and auf wiedersehen

ending up like you

i would really consider that today at school was great! i really enjoyed both ugama and school. my geography project is finished, the memorizing thing okay but i haven't prepared for the tajweed and also for the Quran test since the Quran test goes first and then amali. okay i really really am excited because eme is ready to present and guess what? she asks me to go and explains the presentation with her (since the other teams are also doing this) and thanks for asking and yes i would love to!

in ugama school, i used to be so lonely in the class but now i got hazwan to hang with. and i am now like close to joshua (the dood who sits next to me) i wasn't expecting him to be that close to me but its okay. its exceptable and now i know i got the girls (in alphabetical order) abby,aiman,deejah,eme,rabi and qilah. and also i got the boys (in alphabetical order) amir,bazli,hafiz,joshua,mizan,ridzuan and zaeem. and during ugama i got lots to hang out with like amir, deejah, mizan, anik, zhafri, bazli, hazwan, and zaeem plus hafiz (i forgot about this dood sorry)

i think this is all for today and yesterday as i am going to play pet society and now i would say au revoir and auf wiedersehen

P/S: TO ALL THE PEOPLES WHO ASKS IF I AM OKAY, I JUST WANNA SAY THAT I AM FINE AND THANKS FOR YOUR CONSERN BUT I AM FINE. THANKS BTW

guess thats all for today

weird

our stylists for the day imported from india!

bored?

No piercing for you young man!

My brother zull getting his haircut

Brother boy getting his haircut

had my haircut yesterday, obviously, you can tell by viewing the picture diatas sna and ben looking like bart simpson. hahaha we had a great time pulang having a haircut! haha nda lahh. its like chillin in a barber shop. anyways, i already made my cara melayu for khatam later on msa brapa hribulan aku nda tau but its been posponed from the end of next month to ntah ah october? im not so sure tpi bnr all you need is patience! aumm!! haha but.. butt.. orals are comingg. i know i am like bugging you all soo much about it. thats just because i am really lookin forward to it! and i don't know why am i this organized? haha

today seemed soo weird as i was my usual self in the morning but like some poser in the afternoon. and i got criticized by somebody kira ucap lah. i am offended at first but then aku chill lh until i realized that this dood is the only one that i could rely on and behapa tah jua kan bedendam f the thing he said to me was kinda like a joke? haha really but i hadd funn withh joshuaa and hafiz and zaeemmm on cca todayy! they really are consentrating on my story, haha but thanks for your cooperation! haha and the good news iss.... i got a new school badge as i didn't have one after one term. haha nasib cigu nda masukkan nmaku arh discipline book! haha

okay thats all i think so bye

orals-orals

Ohhh nooo!!! there's left about A WEEKK until the orals for SSSRU are coming and yes i did prepared A LOT for this orals. i am looking forward to score for the exams. i want good marks and great grades as i really really need this result so that i could pursue my career to work at shell. thats my dream right now. i really really wanna work for shell. so i better consentrate on my studies on ugama subjects.

oh yes, yesterday was ok just like an ordinary day. except, ada somebody who didn't come to school yesterday which leads me to be mr. lonely and guess what? the bugger at my school kept on bugging me! and i can't stand it anymore but i must struggle for it. and it won't effect my studies so yes.

yesterday was also the day i mean the night that aku hang out sma kakaku dibiliknya, talking about trashh! haha well, sorta but ada jualah useful topics yg kami chat kan. but nothing atu lah immitative or even offensive just in case of you guys wanna know. but by then i recieved an unexpected message. and btw yesterday mom and dad went to the hospital lawat aunty rabizah. im not that sure why she was took to the hospital. whether its serious or not, we'll pray for you auntie.

pet society ku baik sudaaahhh... skadar but really lh, that game is so addictive sampai main that game's like a part of my daily schedule. malam plng tu, nda kan pagii except fridays (if ndaa xtra) or sundays, ehh atuu batah sudh nda contact wif my cousins, it has been like, weeks oh noo MONTHS since aku nda contact sma drg2. wonder cna drg msa ni ah. and hws cousin wawan doing since ya pun sma jua sma aku SSSRU taun ani. i really hope that he's already preparing for the orals.

tommorow, ada test kah esuk? i mean science? nda slah ku ada lah but we'll find out soon. and esuk ada revision tauhid. about ajaran apa tu yg kana atu ehh ntah eh, but there will be a test tommorow and i am preparing my ass off for this test. haha really idk why i am like nerdy this days? haha but its a good thing because nerds are geniuses and blonds are dumb, haha jk but i think spoiled brats are dumb. they won't know what sambal means. haha

anyways, i am gonna stop this post right here as i wanna do some things after this. so au revoir and auf wiedersehen


P/S: WISH ME LUCK FOR ORALS ON next MONDAY!

un-accepted

hey wats up? i know i've been so inactive this days and i am sorry. maybe there's so many homeworks to be finished and also some memorizing to do since i'm going for the SSSRU this year so, yes lots of things to do and i am gonna work extra2 hard! also spn is also coming soon. its gonna be held on OCTOBER! so yes i am gonna work also extra2 hard! and did i tell you that the bugger's going too far this time! he's so annoying! and also the dude who bugs me, yes that too.

today was quite ok actually. eventhough there's some other things which happen during the afternoon but at least the mornings aren't spoiled right? i guess thats good enough to be called as a day. tommorow, there's an extra-class held at school so yes gonna attend that! plus tommorow's the day that umm... i don't know i am gonna wait for something tommorow but all i know is that tommorow's gonna be the day that i will atttend an extra class of three subjects maths, commerce and science.

there's also a new project that we have to do which is an ugama project, my group consists of hafiz, azib and me. its about memandikan mayat! haha i know but i'm just gonna try to find out what to do and what's not to do.

okay i guess that all for today folks. au revoir and auf wiedersehen

fresh and new

hello, here's a new thing i got from 1.80 ABOVE! ahahha no wayy!! i am just to bored now! and guess what?? my friend matin told me to umm to post some pictures, i know my blog is boring and all R&R! haha but matin i will get with that! anyways, shura came todayy!! since my mom ordered nasi talamm and not to mention the large amount of it! damn even the 7 of us can't finish it! ahaha but now its finished so there's no way that you could tapao it for you guys to eat! haha anyways shura here was a blast! and shura got to see ben on his nerves! haha and then podin came too with my gang AUNTY SERIII!! haha anyways today was fun we went to kb today! haha antar talam tadi yaww!! haha hey matin told me to put a picture i mean some pictures in my blogg!! well here ya go dudeee!! its aaaeeeummm... ahh the teletubies are enjoying their sunbath haha! kiddoss theyre playing out the sunn!! hahaha

tagged by shuraa

--Layer One: On the Outside

Name: muhd zulhilme arifin
Birthday: 20th January
School: SMSS
Eye Color: Dark Brown.
Hair Color: Black.
Righty or Lefty: Righty when writing and lefty for digging the nose! hahah



--Layer Two: On the Inside

Your Heritage?
> i am totally american! yes true and my dad owns pavillion at KL! haha no way! i am totally malay, egyptian, chineset and thats all!

Your Fears?
> being hated by people, yaa! thats all i could say! haha

Weakness?
> umm i don't know what you are talking about! seriously and obviously, i am hercules and i am strong! no weakness here! haha jk

Goal?
> i am aiming to defeat tiger woods in the golf championship! i am zebra rock! ahaha!

Regrets?
> regrets?? what is life anyways if there are regrets among you people?? haha

Relieve Stress?
>nopee! just did that yesterday!

Hardest thing ever dealt with?
> i did try to tackle a moose before but i got kicked at the ass! but SHE WAS HOTTT!!! she's hot and she's gonna make paris hilton look like a pig!!! oinkk!! haha

What upsets you?
> That hot moose i was talking about! haha



--Layer Three: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow

Your thoughts?
> i thought you read minds? oh so you don't okay!

Your bedtime?
> at 9 o'clock! i need that sleep so that my brain would be relaxed since i am smarter than einstine

Your most missed memory?
> offcourse! but unfortunately the memories won't be repeated again.. they'll just remain in the umm.. brain? heart? idk!



--Layer Four: You're Picking

Pepsi or Coke?
>Bloody mary! wait ohh its not here! okay i'll pickkk cokee!!!

McDonald's or Burger King?
> BOTHHH!!! because i wanna be a sumo one freaking day!!!

Single or Group dates:
>idk i am too young to date i am like 50! soo yess!! haha

Adidas or Nike:
>okay i'll choose both

Lipton Tea or Nestea:
>Tea??? ohhhh bothhh!!!!

Chocolate or Vanilla:
>Vanillaaa baybayyy!!

Cappuccino or Coffee:
> ohhh i want a latteee because it has less caffiene!! both of these things are not the types of drinks i would drinkk!!


--Layer Five: Do You?

Do Drugs?
> yes!! haha noo wayyy!!! bedusaaa x ahhh!!! nah abis speaking london kuuu!! haha

Think you've been in love?
> yes but a tragic thing happened :'(

Want to get married?
>OFF COURSEE!!! why not!! its like everybody's dream on getting married with the right one!

Believe in yourself?
> yess!!!

Think you're a health freak?
> yess!! haha hand sanitizers are my no. 2 best friend the 1st are my books!



--Layer Six: In the Past Month

Drank alcohol?
> nopee!!

Gone to the mall?
>YESSS!!!!!!!!! i don't call the mall gadong as a mall!! i calll uppp PAVILLIONNN!!!!! as a mmallllll!!!! and its my mall!!!

Eaten Sushi?
> I don't eat fishh!! except sardines! and i don't like the smell of raw fish!! it smells like feett!! hahaa jkkkk

Dyed your hair?
>nopee!! its still blackk!!!

Done something exciting?
>Yessss!!! but i am not gonna tell yaa!! haha




--Layer Seven: Have You Ever?

Played a stripping game?
> yes! haha at lady gaga's vid! haha noo wayyy!! i am a dude!! i don't stripp!! haha

Gotten beaten up?
> nopee!! i beat peoples downnn!!!

Changed who you were to fit in?
> nopeee!!!

Hid something from someone?
> offcoursee!!



--Layer Eight: Getting Old

Age your hoping to be married?
> 28! haha yess!! aminn!!

Age to start having children?
> i dun know!! lets just prayy okayy!

Want to travel to?
> yess!!! i wanna go to america and discover about them latinooss!!! aiaiaiaii!!



--Layer Nine: Perfect Mate

Best Eye Color?
> umm i don't knoww

Best Hair Color?
> what hair color does jennifer love hewit has? ohh yess brownn baybayyhhh!! haha

Short or Long Hair?
> longgg!!! ahaha



--Layer Ten: What were you doing...

1 MINUTE AGO: i copy-pasted this question from shura's blogg!!
1 HOUR AGO: i cleaned my room
1 DAY AGO: it was a sunday! i went to bandarr!
1 YEAR AGO: my first year in smss!! haha a fun year actually..


--Layer Eleven: Finish the Sentence

I LOVE: my family and my friendss!! haha
I FEEL: soooo!!! supercarlifragilisticexpialadocious!!!
I HATE: backstabbers and liarss!!
I HIDE: my abs so you couldn't see themm!!! hahaha no wayyy!!!
I MISS: nobodyyy!!!! because i got them all around me everydayy!!
I NEED: nothing recently because my life is perfect! haha

sophisticated

hey, what a happy day today! i don't know but i know that it is! anyways!!

DEEJAHHHH!!! KNAAPA KO KNA QUARANTINE 5 HARIII??? HOPE YOU FEEL BETTERRR!!! (:

okay, atu bahh kemarin bugger sama jua bug aku lah krajanya! with his octopus-like hands mcm be-tarian ya didapanku! ehhhhh!! malas ku mlayan wah ia tu. makin dilayan makin menjadi! atu lagi mun SIKIT tu ah baru salah cakap atau sakit kan hatinya sudhth ya kan merajuk! lelaki bahhh merajukk mcm teranah dimeja curled up his hands and make a shield out of it and then tutup muanya diatas meja ahh!!! isn't that wackkk!!! mcm masa hari atuu, last week ehh this week hri isnin! ahhhh! yath tuuuu harinya ia memaluiii!!!! hahaha banarrr!! i can't get the hang out of this guyyy!!!

i know someone's being bugged too right now. ganya lagi parah lahh!! i don't wanna tell you guys whom are they, but pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!! over sudh wah reaction nyaaa!!! damnnnnn!!! that is always wack!! wack-er than evarrrrr!!! yatahhhhhhhh please kalau kamu suka urang atuu!! please justtt confess bahhh!! C.O.N.F.E.S.S. jgn tah takutt dripada trus2 ambil acttionnn!! mna tau urg atu nda suka kamuu!!! yath jgn over confident banar yg urg atu suka kamu!!

aku nii baru balikk dari makan ice cream dri kadai dlumut ani!! nyaman lahhhh!!! haha me and ben plg makan tuu!! seperate coness!! haha and mom tooo!! pas tu ke sg liang then balikkk!! hehe heard they're gonna go to bandar todayyy!! humm!! ikut ndaa!! IDKKK!!!

okay bye au revoir and auf wiedersehen

hey

hello and welcome, i've been sick this few days so i can't blog! hehe seriously and now i am not in the mood to blog anymore posts. haha anyways, i am so scared of something haha and guess what? the gay thing is overrr!!! i am mature this timeee!! hahahaha okay byeee

himuliation

okay it has been 3 days since i attended school, fun and energizing but theres some of the things that i don't even consider as fun but lets get to the story anyways. i don't even like this stuff but i just have to tell

ndawah ada bh urg ani dskulah. cam bugging rah aku sja buring jua ku tuu cam aku sja main attractionnya. haha mcm2 lah dtanyanya like DORGHHHHHHH mun aku kn tau smuanya bektah ku jadi paparazi sna! haha. and guess what? ada sekumpulan atu cam ngucap urg dari atas kan.. but nvm i don't even care anyway ucaptah sekuat2 hati! antam sja lh

skulah ugama ok walaupun ada jua urang bug akuu but still its the same as above! bukan urgnya but action yg ku bagi awu2 nda2 haha malas ku kan respond arh soalan2 palui nya ah.

i am now quite unsure of who are my real friends? close friends are diffrent and best friend is sooo diffrent! way! but idk i guess i should just find out who are they.

bye au revoir and auf wiedersehen

no school

i didn't come to school today and i am not skipping school. its just that umm i don't wanna talk about it. this morning, it was ok at least it was hehe i woke up at 10 haha unusual haha i know some of my friends are coming to school but i am not! haha i am working my ass off trying to relax for only one more day before school. i know this may sound weird but its true. as my relaxing hours rots i would always miss my friends and i also am nervous for school. my uncles staying here because he's now an mkjb-ian haha so bye au revoir and auf wiedersehen! bye2 biatch! haha jkjk but not really

peace

hey, hello, ola, bonjour

haha i don't really know what to say any other than a lame morning as the starting of the day. being called PROUD is one of the things i faced today by one of my siblings. what could possibly go wrong with me this time? remember dulu msa cuti march? yang aku kana ucap SENSITIVE ? i think from now on i should just shut up and just reconsider myself as someone whom can only talk when needed. maybe that'll work. imagine a quiet zul. haha that will be so awesome because i wouldn't get scolded by the prefect when the teach isn't in the class.

okay yesterday ke bandar and stuffs happen and this that and boom kchao! we went home at night. hari ani aku kesekulah ugama ambil hw. nervous tu adalah, jmpa kwan kn yath. takut ku yg they don't really get me? haha nda pulang just nervous for some reasonable reasons. i hate it this way but i wish i had someone to talk to someone that could understand me in a good way. i wish haha but not all wishes comes true you know.

since i am not in the mood and i am so bored i am not gonna go off so bye au revoir auf wiedersehen

aoo

hey wats up fucktards? any new shits comin along? i knw that the holiday's being extended and we got to spend another week which means another week of relaxation and also idk fun? well u knw i am not really in the mood right now as i am really2 tired of the tittle FRIENDS! haha seriously well sometimes friends can back stab you or even make you feel down and so down. and as you can see i am now very expressive as i've been reading all these articles in the net where they are back stabed by their own friends. by the word friends i mean friends close friends or even best friends! i am not hating my friends though i just hated some of them for some reasons. well i wouldn't put it that way. i don't hate them but i just don't like their attitude. somebody know the story if he/she really does pay attention towards the effing stuffs i've been talking about! well maybe i will hate this he/she or maybe i won't we'll see! okay i am out now and 30% of this shit is true and the rest isn't so keep your heads thinking on which is right and which isn't. wear your thinking hat or something! hahha okay im off bye au revoir and auf wiedersehen

holidays are almost over

okay, we all know that this holidays won't last forever and today's the 13th day of the holidays. What should we do? if i were you i would sleep at 6 am and drink as much wine as i want! haha as if! well i will sleep at 6 am but i won't drink wine! haram x ah! haha wth! anyways kamu tau kan yg aku i mean michael jackson mati kan, ehh rude jua ahh perkataan mati ah mmbhh okay meninggallh. this is my lil' something for mj since i am his friend. haha no way i am a fan though not a big one a small one hehe anyways here's for you MJ!







walaupun MJ slalu buat plastic surgery and also walaupun hidung plastic recycable nya haha jk walaupun hidungnya pernah tercabut tpinya he's still in the heart. haha wtf! this is like so gay! as in homosexual! haha but anyways thanks michael! haha

i guess thats all for today! can't say less can't say more! okay bye

hello

I am noww cureddd!!!

i am now definatelyy surely amm curedd from my cold! well kmu tau jua kan yg aku selesma (bukan H1N1) haha awuu bnr bukan lahh! well aku ok ja lahh nowadays busy for smethings. aku also jua linked some people recently so yeah i really am enjoying my life right now! there maybe smethings yg yalah buleh jua dikatakn problem but its just a little spect of shit! so forget it! hehe shura came this afternoon! yess!! he bought us something from kl! thanks sissss!! ehe anyways yess we talked a lot! PAVILLION, ARABS (not being a racist or spreading racism) and even BACKHAIRS! hahahah rawrss! haha well my uncle and granny from tutong came too and also cuz dinni! hehe fun bnr lahh!! apa kta quotations ani umm ahh

"A DAY IS BRIGHTENED WHEN YOU ARE SPENDING WITH YOUR LOVED ONES"

BY THIS DUDE THAT'S INTO UMM LITERATURE STUFFS


there ya go! aaa anyways i just spent time with the shortest convo with my amirr but sokay he's gonna play tennis anyways table tennis to be exact, well life is full of mistakes so better perfect that one before you read this shit! haha its like 10.24 pm right now! haha wats with that? it doesn't even link to this blogg haha ohh ohh i gotta tell ya guys this! okay its about health problem okay umm well maybe we should start with a new paragraph

aaa, there we go. okay i am gonna tell ya guys about this thing i just knew from my mom and dad. i can't go outside the sunlight for more than a 5 minutes maybe less than that but the bestest way for me is not to go outside the sun. my doc told me this but i was like 'ohh okay watev' but now i know the secret beyond the words. hahha hello, i am trying to become indiana jones right now! aren't u terrified! ohh okay. but this isn't just a fact its TRUEE!! yeaa really. i think i can go outside but under some shade. i am really2 sorry dudes!

okay is there anything i would like to say? nope so byee because thats the only shit i can post from now on so bye! au revoir and auf wiedersehen

feeling soo

OMFG!!!

i just found out that somethings wrong! really and i just gotta tell you guys that somebody's poser-ing me! felt duplicated actually! haha anyways let me get this straight!

FAKKK KAU POSER!!!

holidays

it has been the 8th day of the holidays. 8/14 to be exact. anyways yesterday fun bnr lah. thank God i got sporting parents! haha. yesterday kmi keSKH do gadong bali groceries. sna murah jualh brg2nya sna. hehe. thn kami ke smewhere yg ntah ah dmna kah tu. my dad bought my bro zull a new mouse with a pad which is a razer mouse with the pad and it is great as i am using it now! haha. then we went to the mall. my dad bought my bro boy godfather 2 (i think) because he thinks that that game is the ONLY latest game but actually there's tons of new ones (also, i think) haha. my dad brought me and my sis to this section which is umm mall arcade. yup thats it! the one with many stores in the section like small ones though. my dad bought me two tees from rps and my dad bought my sis something and also a book umm eclipse yes. i dun knw if the spellings right because i'm not into this kinda books. actually i was about to buy a book but because its a continuous one i'd rather not. dad bought ben some toys. hehe actually there's something i wanna tell you guys, i met a friend of mine there, azib! damn he was doing this tacky actions until all i was able to do is just wave. FYI i wasn't waving with the movements you make with your hands. its sorta like putting my hands up and then down without repeating! okay i am going to stop now! bye and au revoir and auf wiedersehen

boringg

bee oh are eye anne gee

get me? no? okay i am quite bored today nothings new and we were surprised to hear this news mom and dad told us. what a day! i don't know if we are going anywhere today because mom n dad's attending this wedding thing and guess what i don't really think that lots of them people care care about me. like nobody cares for your opinions and your stories and your texts in msn. maybe this is life. maybe this is what it is all about. i don't really know what to say right now as words cannot describe how i feel. one day i really would like to travel outdoors. i know it's very2 strange but you guys get me right. there are lots of goals here to be accomplished and i just have to know the time i am going to accomplish those goals. i wanna say that i desperately need a friend to talk to right now, if there is anyone. the person who gained my trust last time now lost it.

okay, that crap up there haha its nothing! haha i was just joking! non of it is true except some things that i am bored off. but the rest of the emo things i wrote up there's nothing! haha seriously! and also i am now eating POP MIE! well actually i am now eating while texting and blogging and fb-ing and google-ing! cooll isn't it you should try is though like qawim said to me that chewwing your mattress is good? is it? he told me he always do. well, maybe thats his bad habit or something. its the same as nail biting or what so ever. okay i am now about to finish my pop mie and guess what? i think i am gonna public back this blog because i felt to guilty for not to let the un-invited ones to read my blog. but thats just a MAYBE!

i am off now so bye au revoir and auf wiedersehen!!

20th!!!!

hello (: hws everyone on earth today?? finee?? ok hari ani 20th right? you know wat that means!! it means that today's

AQILAH AZHAR AND ASYURA SHAMSUL'S BIRTHDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOODDSSSS!!!!

okay now lets see, ahh went to bsrc yesterday for dinner. we ate outdoors though. yup with the umbrella thang! yes. i saw jazmi whom is also my neighbour maybe bakas swimming. hahaha maybe tpi bnr plg bcus i saw his family n him going out from the swimming pool section so yeah they went swimming. haha. i dun wanna tell you bloggers wat i ate yesterday bcus f u do u'll know the calories i gained yesterday. well, since i am a skinny-ass i really need to gain a couple of pounds because momma said that there's a posibility that i am UNDERWEIGHTED so yess i am gonna gain some weight. hehe btw i just got home from my haircut todayy. ohh damnn ahha as usual its not what i've expected so yeah. but i had fun there as the indian barber turned on an indian movie on his dvd playerr (indians are so modern nowadays) with the singing and dancing and some 18SX stuffs thank god my dad isn't there as he's going to some other barber shop to shave? idk but anyways me n my bro boy tutup mata c ben bcus dat dood doesn't know yet so yes kami pun tutp mta jua lah haha kami bkannya PERVERT or even YELLOW MINDED x ahhh! ohh yess i forgot pernah urg ucap aku makin gay-er and not to influence my other 2 friends haha yes i remember that crap! somebody didn't appolagize tho. but sokay! i forgive n forget things so yeah we cool. i do not know wat to do time holidays ani. haha. friends nda jua mmbalas text yg membalas tu pun rude sama jua fb. nda mo dngr cerita lagi lah apa lah. ahha mentell!! need i say more? aha im off okay. hehe bye bye! au revoir and auf wiedersehen

sick, of your attitude!

hello! ohhh damnn i am soo soorryyy for not updating nor logging in to my blogg. i was quiet busy. hehe so sup? anyways happy holidays semuaa!!!! (: i am soo soo happy tht holiday th udh ni hehe problem faced msa ni bnyk but wth? haha banarrr!! 100% true ya'aalll hahah eh atu bah did u guys knw apa yg jadi tdi pgi?? wahhh!! nasib jua nda tekeluar airbag!! bh apakan haha anyways aku bru tau yg aku kana ucap DRAMA KING uleh kwan ku. baiee!! oiii!! tpi biar tia ehh mna ada aku drama king li ah. ko kli. ehh bh balik smula ke cerita ku atu bahh me, my sis n my bro are free pkai laptop since my brotha zull is sleeping over at keriam for like 4 days n 3 nights so YAHUUU!! ehh anyways lupa guee!!

HAPPY BABDAY TO ADIK SAYA MD ZULHAMDILLAH ARIFIN! SEMOGA PANJANG UMUR MURAH REZKI AND ALSO SEMOGA SIHAT SEJAHTERA N NDA HADIAHW WOI! MAU HADIAH BALI SENDIRI YEE!! hahaha

did i tell u guys that i am now so freakin damn sick. i mean just a cold not a fever or something so don't hve to worry bout me but pray for me okay? im going now ssoo byee!! thats all i could say for today maybe tommorow, i could update more.. okay byee

pictures!

I AM SOO SOO SORRY BLOGGERS BECAUSE THE PICS I TOOK YESTERDAY WAS DELETED BY ACCIDENT! SORRY! ASTAGAAAA!!

hello bloggers! i am like so pissed because one of my friends well more like a dude. okay my dude here broke up wif his gf. n idk psal thing ani. then u knw wat? yath cam taie. haha. nda plg ku mrah psl atu. ganya cam banci x ya arh aku! ehh mun ya banci cuba kemari wh klaie wh skali. ku tempeling kpala mu krg. haha. jkjkjk. nda bek violence2 ne. it never solve anything. haha. okay. f u r interested bca th convo ane. aku cpy pste dri fb. haha.

Zulhilme

hey

7:31pmNina

hey

7:31pmZulhilme

u still wif amir?

7:32pmNina

nah

7:32pmZulhilme

what?
u mean u guys r breaking up?

7:32pmNina

i guess

i dnt want to thou

7:33pmZulhilme

y?

7:33pmNina

i dnt want to break up with him

7:34pmZulhilme

yes i knw but y dun u wanna break up wif him

7:34pmNina

coz i stil luv him

7:34pmZulhilme

ohh

ic

try to tell em dat

nyways

brb

7:34pmNina

his nt rplyin

kk

8:18pmNina

btw why are you asking me why i dnt wana break up with him?

8:18pmZulhilme

well

is it a crime for u or smething?

8:18pmNina

no it's weird

8:19pmZulhilme

ohh ic

so its wierd?

*weird

8:19pmNina

yeah

i knw man u dnt lik me

8:19pmZulhilme

wat?

no way!

i support u n amir

8:20pmNina

yeah?

then why u ask me tat

8:20pmZulhilme

i may be the one who u suspect smething but i may be the biggest supporter

8:20pmNina

sure

okay

thx then

8:20pmZulhilme

well its strange that amir's being so quiet ri8 nw

8:21pmNina

he is?

8:21pmZulhilme

i thought maybe he has ssme probs wif u

yes

so u didn;t realize?

8:21pmNina

ask him then

8:21pmZulhilme

okay

as of he will answer my texts

he's busy n u must know that

u were saying?

8:23pmNina

ummm

8:23pmZulhilme

uhuh?

8:23pmNina

why doesnt he say to me?

8:23pmZulhilme

well

y suld i knw?

duhh

8:23pmNina

lik tell me does he still wana be with me or nt

8:23pmZulhilme

idk

8:24pmNina

sure

8:24pmZulhilme

maybe he has those break up moodiness

duhh

8:24pmNina

lol

okay

8:24pmZulhilme

well don't u?

8:25pmNina

sure

8:25pmZulhilme

ohh

okay

8:25pmNina

rght

8:25pmZulhilme

then good if u don't u knw wat dat means?

8:26pmNina

mean wat?

8:26pmZulhilme

that means that u r unprespectively don't care about this thing

duhhh

totallt

*totally

8:29pmNina

i care ab tit more than you man

i just dnt show it

8:29pmZulhilme

ohh

good

i am proud to hear that

8:29pmNina

whaa?

8:30pmZulhilme

off course duhh. i am proud that u do actually care about it

so meet u sme day

hopefully

kkk

8:31pmNina

of course i care

8:31pmZulhilme

okay

8:31pmNina

he's my first bf

8:31pmZulhilme

Could not connect to Facebook Chat at this time.

stop it im kinda busy

8:31pmZulhilme

okay

8:31pmZulhilme

stop it im kinda busy

chilll

8:31pmNina

im nt a heartless

8:31pmZulhilme

chillaxxx

okay

then

bye!

bh mun kamu sanggup kan tau urangnya aga tia rh fb ku. haha. bnr eh. mna tau. nda plg slah kn. i mean aku bah salnya bkn plg ku stalk ya. haha. totally! yath. ntah eh. eh kamu tau apa kn ku ckapkn rh bini2 ani. ne nh khas buat ni si liyana ah. bkn ku banci ko dang! sja mmbagi nasihat since aku SENIOR mu!

"chillax wah! jantah cam labih ani bah! klau psl relationship ani tau ku bh yg bgi mu important banr. jantah dpaksa si amir tu bah biar tia pikir2 dulu ani ko paksa lagi! yath tu. bsai2 bh nyangkali becakap atu. janth cam suspect something. mcam th aku ne cam nda support kamu! support kali ah! labih kali dari kau! diam sja wah! sit back and relax while i make a lecture to you! damn!"

yath cam PANAS! PANAS! jua ku ne. bnr jua tu. aku bsai2 tnya ya cam nyaman2 ngucap aku! bnr jua tu. kan. bh. sasak ku sudh kna suspect ani! cam tah ko tu dapt dpercaya. cam th ko sja kn dlayan! hah! mentel ku sudh. sakit pusat ku! haha. out! cam ntah eh. pikirnya aku nda pernah x ne begal2 ani. eh puas sudh ku. lgi bnyk expirience dri ko! 3 taun x sudh ah! bn aku ne bknnya kn blogging kn throw tantrum ku plg ne. haha. awu. aku tau sme bloggers memang on my side. nanti ya. mun ku ilang sabar sudah. bh i'll go to rmahnya! or classnya kah! apa jua dakt rumahnya ah! jalan kaki 5 minit saja. haha. eh esuk lagi ah. krg kah aku kn cam kn buat something! hhaa kk. bye aurevoir n auf wiedersehen!

copper heart

hello readers welcome to my lair of updates fr today! okay, let's see. aha! i know. tests tdi ok2 lah. history ALHAMDULILLAH! okay brabis! gwaahaha. n also ugama.. it RAWKS! \m/ haha. psalnya kn cgu gama kmi surh kmi sec. 2 studnts bcampur class. yath cam siok! ahaha. sma kwn2 n stuff. hehe. mkn gula2 gtu tde ah. haha. samseng ku dskulah x ah. haha. pkai baggy pants lagi pkai denim. haha. ndabh men2 sja. ndakn smpai kesna x. ke aura. haha. wokey! ugama eeekkk! okay lh jua. kmi campaign. haha. by surprise gtu kn. cgu nda gtau kmi wh yath cm tekjut as in TEKAJUT! haha. bnr. salnya yath tu nda info kna gtau. nasib nda yg pkai sluar jlan tde. klau ada paksa cam indiana jones tu. bekuyak2an sluarnya. haha. bnyk samut pdas tadi n also bnyak BAU2 yang sedap (NOT!) dicium. bau apa fam? bau dior flora n also jean paul gautier. whahaha. yath cam sedap bnar! ahaha mantap baunya. tertawan hati kmu tu. haha. tdi jua prlawanan sukan cam ada kan. wlaupun aku cam emo skajap. haha. awu as in cam diam2 bh. ngaleh ku cam ckp2. haha. then nth sapa mng. pnya kn mizan did great plg tde as a gk. hehe. yath cam smua cam skai kn. jhahha. nda bh jkjkjk. heheh. jeles jua ku ni. haha. nda bh. aku respek mizan x ah wlaupun ya nda respek aku. aha. nda bh zan. mna tau inda. haha. okay enough is enough. hehe. eheh. i got sme exciting news. hehe. hri khamis x. mama ku bwa aku paint dinding classnya so PICTURES will be here in this blog exclusively on channel [V] hhaa. poser. awu bh. dlam blog ane. just wish me luck to take lotsa pictures. hehe, wish me luck too for maths tommoroww!! haha. okay bye! au revoir and AUF WIEDERSEHEN!

by thaaa wayyy!! bca tu label ku ah. ada my friend ckap arh aku catu. offended ku sbnrnya pinya buang kes th ku tde tu cri kaka ku. haha. but anyways bca sja. ehhe (:

tired!

hello hello hello! how are u doing elmo here is fine. haha. i was too carried away after watching elmo's world. haha. sorry bah! okay. hari ani ok jua lah. there are lots of things yg aku tau n pelajari. haha. also aku baru tau skrang form 5 boys ucap aku. umm. aku tau pulang but just gnna ignore that kinda things AGAIN! i am very tired of it n i'm tired of being called gay. okay! to those people who thinks that i am gay (ncluding friends)

IIIII AAAAAAAAAAIN'T GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGAY!

okay! i successfully expressed it! wooo! okay back to blogging. where was i? ohh okay! atu tdi aku gardenning wif my mom. hehe. well me and my parents while the others were studying their ass off to pass the mids while my lil bros are hangin tight outside playin ball (since they reached their freedom) well eventho u do gardening wif ur mom nda jua bermaksud kamu tu gay. majal gay nya ani. apa topic nya hri ani kn? gay kah? haha. mmbhh. enough babling. aku msa ne cam antah ah. haha. struggle lah dgn hidup ani. hehe. well apa kata mr ramesh:

'LIFE IS NOT ALL ROSES AND NOT ALL LIFE'S SOLUTIONS COME FROM BOOKS THERE ARE MORE FOR YOU TO LEARN ABOUT THIS WORLD AS STUDENTS'

well, thats what the dood said. so that means that we have to find our own life solution right? ohh idk i'm not into this shakespear stuff. haha. seriouslayy! woookeyy. now lets continue. aku ke stm skajap tdi kn mmbali pen. haha. malu jua kali f pen kmu tu abis ink kn mminjam g urg pnya. haha. punya?? hahah. awu bah punya PEN. janth kuning nah cam c iwan. haha. nda wa wan. janth trasa. haha. men2 ja since ko ucap aku cam urg bersamamu arh post mu yg bekurun dh tu. haha. ehh, kalau ada yg nda tau mna stm ani. ya dakat atu tu bah makrojaya. atu sbalah kadai atu tu. haha. bah becerita ya si awang ani. haha. awu arh makrojaya mun nda tau jawapannya.. tadaaa! CARI SENDIRI! ahaha.

kn men fb jua ku kan. jeles ku meliat adiku si boy ah main gem rh fb ah. haha. well, nda jua salah jeles psl gem kali ah. kan kan. haha. banar jua tuu!! don't deny itt!! ahha. mmbhh. kn men gem ku umm.. gem GEO CHALLENGE!!! ahh.. gotcha! haha. cam trademark MAMA RINA arh af last yer ahh. haha. bh cam promo astro plg ne eh. ahhaha. bh okay. au revoir auf wiedersehen