Saturday, August 8, 2009

now i know

AAAAAAARGHHHH!! why are there so much tense in lifee??? why are there so many stuffs to solve when you have another freaking problem coming your wayy?? whyy??

okay sorry, that was just me throwing tantrums. but anyways i really hated this time of day where i felt soo down todayy people! idk why but somehow i know that there's a source of this problem. but you guys don't need to know. its one of jack's project so keep your hands off the plan or it'll be cut into slices of burittos! aiaiai! yum! hahaha

i knew that this time of day will come and it did come. i asked my best friend amir if i look gay or not (am expecting for a yes as i felt i do look like a gay!) and yes he said yes. thanks mir i appriciate your kindness and honest answer. thanks. shit! why am i like this? i'm kinda mad right now to my self, offcourse. i'm like ughh. i don't know what to say as i am like unexpressive right now! shit! shit! shit! shit! ehhh, shut the fuck up jack! chillax dood! i'm having a bad time right now and i really need some, i mean lots and lots of time to think. but why do i look and act soo gayyy!!! whyyy????!!!!

okay i'm facing a bad time in my life and it's the worstest time ever in my life where i am very very mad at myself like shit! right now isn't the time to think about anything. ahhhh!!! whyy??? i mean the whole school ucap aku, and why am i so confident bnr that what they are saying are wrong???? i do look like a gay dood (but i ain't gay offcourse) but now i know what THEY were saying was right! i was the one who's wrong and you guys know what? in all of a sudden everything's coming back to me! ehhh i don't know why eh!

i am such a turb and i don't know why. and btw by ucap-ing aku gay doesn't even cure eventhougj you guys are playing for fucking jokes like shit out of me! it doesn't help, it KILLS me! it burns down my ass! okay? clear? if you are not clear with what i am saying, then read through again and understand the meaning of sad, mad and dissappointed!

eventhough i'm having a VERY EXTRAVAGANZA bad day today, at least someone's having her happy day, my sister. congrats ka ahh hehe :D

i am so damn sad todayy!! i just realized, shit! i'm off to bed so that this fucking problem will decrease slowly. but i'm still gonna change though! huh bye

P/S: IF YOU THINK THAT YOU NEED A CHANGE THEN DO IT!

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