A great dayy... maybee.. idtss...

i can't imagine how my life would be if i will stay like before i was changed.. before it was the holidays.. the way my hands go softly like a balerina's hand waving towards each step of her choreography.. I made a sudden somehow.. by simply acting as nothing did happen.. i sort of acted like there was no one to care about me in school.. no one to recognize my face.. which is now cured from the pimples i've gotten from the guy i were before i changed.. i really appriciated all my friends' suggestion to change myself to the old me again.. the old me who is recently always soft talking.. loud voicee... over-acting (thiss.. i am not sure but some said soo..) confident.. always proud ( thiss.. alsoo..) and always being very.. veryy.. sensitive.. now, i am really energized always being who i wanted to be.. and always being whom i should really be.. i was always hoping to get a very delightful day on the next day as the sun risses and wakens up all the clouds around the sky which danced as the day was going through.. my life was never like this.. before i've changed.. i always can't wait for school to see all the childrens, the nurserys and the teens to start their day at school which was quite enjoyable to me to see all of them talking with each others' friends and talking about the latest news flash they've just knew.. some were just nagging to his other friend.. saying that he does'nt even get to get his deep sleep.. i guess if there is a person saying this.. he or she must know that one day.. we will sleep and rest forever.. i entered the classroom this morning carrying my three best friends as the daylight shines at my dry face.. my bagpack, my green metal bottle and my recycling bag which i just used a couple of days.. as i went inside.. the class was filled with no one except mizan, joshua and emelia b. .. they are the early comers which i had realized everytime i went inside the class everyday.. i had just got a great time listening to mizan's chitchattering voice as he spoke to joshua about something even a maniac would'nt even be able to hear.. as i opened my twillight notebook.. everything was silent as i concentrated on the words printed on every page of the delicant novel... today i had a great time.. maybe.. i don't think this word will satisfy me.. infact.. my life would just be just even more delivant of everyone would just stop saying to me i am not happy.. i would say i am loving the attitude and will permenantize it for the futuree..

what a wonderful world but something is still missing

since i haven't really been updating my blogg.. i wanna tell u all bout my hlidayy.. owkayy.. as u cn see.. i havnt tched this laptop for about 7/10 days of my holidayy.. well.. its bcuz i've been hlpin my grandma's sporting.. kind.. and open minded and also the one who i am always 'curhat' with.. owkayy.. let me introduce u 2 my beloved auntie sri... hehe.. ( jan malu2 ) which may now be at my grandma's house where she works.. actually she was borrowed from my mom because my mom will not be at home for a couple of days because she has to go to the hospital to recover.. in the mean time.. auntie sri was here helping uss... she was soo kind.. ehe.. well.. nthn.. well.. she taught me how exactly to cook.. and i managed to learn about 20+ kinds of food recipes.. well.. also i expirienced something with herr which was quite exciting.. well.. thenn.. she taught me how to seperate the onions and garlics from its layers.. well.. with a knifee... alsoo.. she taught ben about the history of indonesiaa which was quite... funn.. alsoo.. she always brightened my day and also my family's day.. she also did lots of things mainly with me.. likee.. washing and cleaning the front car parking area.. and also wee cleaned the whole housee.. (interior and exteriorr) we cleaned the balcony.. we also did some gardening at our gardenn.. also we cleaned the kitchen.. we cleaned the dining room.. and also all the rooms.. (computer room excluded).. well.. also.. we watched twillight (me sis and auntie srii).. we also discussed lots of things happy things and sad ones too.. likee.. eventhough the servants are like cleaning ur house and everything.. they should get some trust from u.. not a little.. but a huge amount of trust... besides they're the one who did ur laundry and everything.. alsoo.. we did the laundry togetherr.. we ironed the clothes togetherr.. and also we watched tv togetherr.. well.. aunty sri was like the bestest friend i would ever hadd.. and also for my family even for my parents she's a part of our family.. we love yaa... now she's not here.. soo.. i think i should do everything myself.. cooking.. laundry.. cleaning.. everythingg.. (maybe minus the ironingg).. i now kinda miss auntie srii.. well.. i really doo.. besides who would never miss anyone who had been accompanying yourself the whole timee.. thanks auntie for giving me the bestest holiday.. ill keep it as a precious gift from Allah.. which means u are the bestttt...

me and auntie srii posing at our favorite and eventful place which has quite nice contrastic view.. see... it looks fine right... hehe.. it doess..

i like the view because its black btw.. me and auntie sri has some kind of incident here from which is the reason why its black... teheeeee..

Tuesday..

Today.. as u guys can see.. i was very2 supremely bored.. wow.. until.. auntie sri and i cooked lunch for my bros and sis plus uncle and aunt.. woww.. it was my first time cooking this squid thing and this veggie thing.. it was quite an exciting and impressive moment for me.. hehe.. why?? because the food tasted veryy deli deli delicious.. dat is why.. hehe.. owkay.. then in the afternoon.. shuraa.. my sistarrr.. came to my housee.. actually me n uncle dien picked her up.. not using a car.. but a BICYCLE.. ahaha.. well.. my uncle laa pakai bicycle.. me.. walking with my dad's flip flops.. ahah.. i actually borrowed it.. well.. its not that bad isn't it.. well.. owkayy.. thenn we chit chatted.. until its about idk 6.30.. thenn me n my sis walked shuraa to her door.. ahha.. yeaphh... then we went home and went to the hspital... to visit my beloved beautiful, gorgeous, dazzling, slim, chic and fashionable mom.. why?? well figure your ass off it.. even my budster doesnt know about this, yett.. ahah.. but i am sure that i won't tell anyone.. maybe even my girls.. idk.. well.. there's a secret about this.. well.. hope amir is online right noww.. ahah.. owkayy.. well.. now here's mee.. here .. chatting wif my sis shuraa.. kk.. im off.. au revoir...

B'day boyy

happy birthdayy.. too.. my... lil... brotherr.. my lil white dudee.. aha... Muhammad Amirul Shadinil a.k.a. ben... hee... happy belated 7th bdayy.. benn.. hope u get ur dream presentt.. hee.. wohoo.. well.. actually it was on the 17th of marchh.. heheh.. sorry benn.. here's a song to you..

Happy birthday no cake
happy birthday to you happy birthday to you happy birthday to ben happy birthday no cake

btw i forgot.. here's a picture of the lil white dude..

last day of school

hari ini adalah.. aahaha.. bh.. mmbh.. owkayy.. today was the last day of school.. hehe.. which was fun.. ahhaa.. i got to knw that the girls has picked a name for their gang which is iRock... yeaphh.. credits to u guyss.. i wore pe shirt today becausee.. qilah txted me ystrday on da phne.. she tld me to wear pe shirt today.. soo.. i wear laa.. ahaha... school.. ok.. but.. smething... just a little something pissed mee.. ahah.. nda waa.. no wayy.. oww yeeaaa... todayss iman's bdayy... ahaha.. owkayy.. happy bday mann.. keep on bein gay.. ahaha... owkayy.. classes was ok.. geo test.. okk.. malay test ok.. everything was perfect todayy.. i went homee.. and i dun go to ugama schooll.. because of some matter.. surprisingly my dad told me and my othr sibs. to get ready cuz we are gonna go to bandarr... ahah.. me n my sis.. excitedd... ahhaa... owkayy.. the 1st destination.. was at the mall... we went there actually to buy my brothr's ps3 games.. well.. me n my sis were actually planning to shop there.. but eekkk.. no way.. butt... before we went to the shop which is on the top floor.. me n my sis ipod... soo.. my dad said.. we will go there later.. soo.. we went upstairs.. and my bro bought 3 ps3 gamess.. well.. killzone2 skate 2 and endwar.. well.. then we went downstairs.. thenn.. we went to the ipod thinggy.. my dad bought me smething there where as now.. only hafiz knows what in the hell am i buying from there.. owkayy.. i admit it.. i was like kambang to buy that thing.. soo.. i kinda forgot about askin the guy how this how that.. soo.. i just came out with the thing... u knww.. owkayy. then we went to hua ho.. hee.. there i bought one denim trous. which was diesel.. and umm.. 2 B.U.M tshirts.. owkay.. its my lucky dayy.. hahah.. then we eat.. then finish.. owkayy. now im tryin to figure out how to.. idkk.. owkayy.. im off.. au revoir..

it's timee..

todayy.. well. owkayy... today was likee.. duhh.. fun pluss.. a very critical thing where as.. i can't talk about itt.. well.. i can't even talk to my friends.. well.. sorry guyss.. huh.. well... guess like i was very2 upset.. owkayy.. back to the happy part.. i went too temburonggg.. aahahah.. har har harr... bh apaknn.. haha.. owkayy.. it was my first timee.. ahaha,, which is kinda imbarasing.. i was really excited... i was disspaointed because there is only 1 restaurant 1 saloon and 3 tourist gift shop... ahaha.. well.. kinda boringg.. i was there with my teach. cigu rudyyy.. ahaha.. well.. duhh.. fun.. for the syarahan thingg... wahaha... well.. thenn.. well.. i gott 6th position out of 7... ahah.. imbarasinggg... ahahah.. well.. maybe thats all.. cuz.. i am soo soo boredd.. hehe.. well.. owkayy.. byee,, im off au revoir..

Wish me luck..

Since tommorow is my bigest day.. i hope dat all of u will wish me luckk.. ahaha.. owkayy.. wish me luck..