appreciation

i realized that appreciation is very important... well.. for the first time.. i felt unappreciated.. well at school.. well.. i was very.. well.. idk.. words can't describe it though.. well.. okay.. i hate it at school..where i couldn't even consentrate.. in my studies.. duh.. okay.. i like it the way that i am very serious but well.. warm.. or cordial perhaps.. but now.. i mean today.. i acted like a gay from a gay pub.. i hate that.. well.. i am now.. confessing to my ownself.. well.. eventhough i was like.. well.. my friends like it that way.. but.. well.. i don't know.. anyways.. today amir didn't came to school.. so.. i didn't talk to him.. but he did came to ugama school and well.. he explained.. and i sucked his day.. and also my own day.. well.. i don't know.. okay i am stressed.. okay.. byee.. this is all.. byee.. au revoir.. auf wiedersehen..

welcome

i would like to say welcome to a new student which is jong.. ahah.. jk.. aishwarya.. ahaha jkjk.. well..welcome to..*drumroll... Mustofa'.. i think? '-'? ahaha.. well.. he's from kenya.. and he's an african... well.. welcome.. i got the infos from my dude.. amir.. you are?? ahah.. okay.. that all.. i could.. say..

hyperpathetic

yeaterday... okay.. it was an enjoyable day... lots of things done yesterday.. i woke up at 8.. well.. its kinda late.. i think.. and then.. i had my breakfast.. then.. i took my shower.. then i went online.. then.. i watched tv.. and then.. i surfed the net.. and maybe that's the ordinary things i've done yesterday.. well.. the fun-nest thing done yesterday is.. i made some butter-sugar toast.. for our family's tea time.. my family enjoys it.. a lot.. but unfortunately.. dad wasn't there to taste them.. because he's going offshore.. well.. that's a shame.. okay... dad i'll make you some when you get home.. okay?? fine.. okay.. i also did made some chocolate dipped cornflakes.. my family loved it.. even so.. my friends loved it.. thank you to corine, emelia b. and jong to taste my cornflakes and also thank you to my family.. of always supporting me.. and thank you to my CHEERISH.. CUTE.. EXTRAORDINARY, DAZZLING, EXCELENT, SWELL, SINCERE, AUTHENIC, BIOLOGICAL, SMART, SPORTING, FIT, TRUTHFUL, CARING MOTHER.. MAMAMIA.. YOU GOT MAGIC HANDS!!! ahaha.. yeaa... i always wanted to do that.. hehee... thanks mom.. and we had a great son to mama talk at the kitchen while working the cornflakes.. and thanks to my brother zull and my sister ajirah to put then in teeny wahinie cups... thanks a lot.. and also.. thanks to my brother ben and boy... whom apparently helped me and my other family members to FINISH THE CORNFLAKES.. without doing anything.. anyways.. you guys are still small.. hehe.. okay.. i made them yesterday right?? well.. it was finished... TODAY!! so me and my mom had to make more new ones.. well.. this thrills me.. hehe.. well.. thats enough lets talk about today shall we.. okay... i had mood swings today.. i was kind of.. i don't know.. maybe stressed? okay.. i had a bad mood at school.. but i covered it so my friends won't say "eyy zul.. ko neyy kenapa ko bad mood?? ko jealous pasal ******** kahh??" that one.. well.. is like soo expired because i don't like it.. i hate it.. first of all i am not jealous.. okay.. fine.. see.. i was very-very in a bad mood.. because all my friends were like unsincere in hanging out with me.. i can feel soo annoyed by that.. well.. except my famiily and the girls from iRock and my dude.. well.. they cheered me up.. hehe thanks guys.. okay.. well.. enough thankings.. i have to go beddy beddy.. and i am sleepy sleepy.. gotta go to beddy beddy.. okay.. bye.. see you guys next time ... au revoir.. auf wiedersehen...

birthday ratio syahin:avinash

awkward.. during the morning though.. i doubt about something i don't like comes to this moment.. i am very curious nowdays about believing people.. who shall i believe and who i shall not.. i also did took some mood swings.. which someone doesn't recognize.. and i don't really thing this crap called "life" is good enough.. well.. sometimes though.. okay lets go back to my story.. this morning.. mr. george changed usama's place.. well.. to hafiz's place.. his reason.. he can't see the board.. what an unsensible answer.. he's wearing specs and he's sitting almost in the front.. he said he can't see the board.. oww... dammit!! this dude makes my day even worster.. you damn guy.. are you blind or what?? okay.. back to my story.. and then... all the mood swings was gone like a dust.. when.. we learnt maths which was my now-onwards favorite subject.. well.. i love doing equations and stuff.. soo.. yeahh.. i like math.. then okay.. i went to ugama school.. and this makes me mad.. well.. unoccasionally.. today.. all my friends was like not sincere on talking to me.. like they are like.. hiding something in their damn faces.. and hearts.. well.. i ignored them.. well.. i was boiling inside and was curious but i was looking very calm in the outside.. well.. so it won't look obvious.. soo.. i then.. took a break of all this shit.. and went straight home.. well.. i was like thanking God to just like... idk.. my mom was there early.. so i was very greatful to see mom.. because i know from all this shit.. friends being unsincere.. my mom and family will be the only one who would make my face smile again.. well.. did i said best friend?? oww noo.. well.. that is because he was also being unsincere to me.. i can sense it.. okay.. then in the car.. well.. i chatted with my mom.. and i told her about all of this.. thank God my mom was a very supportive woman.. soo.. she said that i just have ignore people sometimes.. i don't really have to talk to people all the time.. soo.. yeap.. her advices were like magic.. well.. she's great.. momma's great.. then my brother comes and then well.. we went straight home.. without looking to my friends faces.. and when we got home.. i saw a fimiliar slipper.. a black one with patterns on it.. during this time.. i was very full of joy.. not bad-mooded.. so when i came inside.. and putted my shoes in the rack.. i saw.. my sisterr.. both of them.. SIS JIRAH & SIS SHURAA... ahaha.. well.. i was very surprised.. soo i chattted wif them.. and somehow worked on sis shura's project.. then.. we had dinner together.. thenn.. we chatted.. then.. we sented her home.. now.. i am playin the laptop.. and guess what?? all of my friends weren't texting me or replying my textes.. how sweet!!(nott!) well.. i acts this as an insult.. well.. except my sisters cuz i know they are busy.. heyy birthday ratio.. i forgot.. okayy.. here's the equation


17:18
vinash:syahin

get it?? i am sure u doo.. well avinashs bday was on 17/4 which was YESTERDAY.. and syahin's was today.. so happy birthday guys.. may u get anything you want and fullfil your dreams and achieve ur goals.. kk.. work hardd.. kk..


im off.. gtg.. bye.. au revoir.. auf wiedersehen...

unnoticeable

estatic.. indeed very.. today was quite cold because the first thing i realized this morning was it was raining.. like forks.. okay i have a wild imagination and may imaginate the thing i shouldn't well.. wtheck.. don't bother it much..okay this morning was raining so no p.e. we were just hangin around in our class... partying.. hehe.. jk.. well.. then geo.. well.. somebody crashed our sincere mood.. i won't tell.. and then history.. me n hafiz sang the national anthem of japan.. well.. nice right.. hehe.. well.. hafiz's voice.. nicee.. break.. walked with amir.. then.. hangin out wif friends..then tadaa.. greatt.. well. ugama.. greatt.. im looking forward for tomorow.. hhee.. okay.. byee.. gtg.. au revoir.. auf wiedersehen..

crazy to be called as a day

i can't believe that our school lost in the speech competition.. i can't believe we had test today.. i can't believe that i caught a cold today.. i can't believe that i got to know one of my good friends are a traitor.. (whatever).. i can't believe that i caught a fever.. i can't believe that we have practical today.. see see.. my day was worst + great for today.. but mostly.. great.... ok.. the 1st thing i realized this morning is i woke up late and i caught A FEVER... which if you noticed i caps locked it so u would know its TERRIBLE for me.. see see.. thenn.. today also.. we had 3 tests.. 1. science.. 2. commerce..3. tauhid.. okayy thats enough.. today during the ugama school.. there is a SPOTCHECK... well.. 3 mobile phones were confiscated.. iman's husaini's and afham's phonee.. well.. too sad.. i heard afham's parent's grounded his phone for 2 DAMN YEARS!! that is soo sad.. sorry to hear that.. well.. the rest.. i don't know.. well.. i should be going now.. well.. i officially am now announcing to the public that i have a yahoo account.. ahah well.. im off.. au revoir.. auf wiedersehen..

i moved

no posts for a week.. well thats simple.. i am busy.. okay.. i moved my seat in the class.. well.. thats simple.. everything is simple right? well.. i think soo.. i thinkk.. today.. we had p.e. unfortunatelty.. six of us didn't attend to school.. nadya, fitri, shwetta, jd, avinash and usama.. this is because.. they are going to yayasan school.. to see a competition.. a speech competiton.. nadya and shwetta are actually one of the competators.. the others.. just supporters.. at least there's someone to support you and watch you present and witness ever single thing right? while they were out we were exersicing.. mainly in the hot sun.. off-course.. i am with my lab partner.. hafiz.. he always keeps me company.. to tell the truth.. i was very quiet for the day.. eventhough i talked a little.. but.. i am going to improve more.. okay.. after p.e. geo. which was an enjoyable hour with mrs. tan... one of her class was like equal to spending a half of an hour at the spa.. well.. this doesn't mean we get free massage and treatment.. no.. no way.. its just that.. she's cool.. that's all i could say.. next was mr. suresh's class.. history.. interesting subject.. i liked it.. about the japanese stuff.. well.. it's enjoyable if you get to hear the story.. he's a talented story teller.. then break.. which was like our time of freedom.. to eat and drink and meet our friends.. i went to the canteen.. with amir.. talked about class and stuffs.. then we seperated while we were at the canteen.. then we met again while we were not at the canteen.. get it? nevermind.. i am sure you guys won't mind about this simple things.. i had a great break today at school.. it is recently the best break of the week.. i hanged out with iRock.. the 2b girls.. hafiz.. that's quite enough for me.. and quite equal.. then after the ring bells.. maths.. there comes mr. george.. with books in his arm.. held tight with his fingers.. and then as he comes in the class.. hafiz and i begged him so i could change places.. it worked.. so.. i had maths with hafiz.. and he explained to me every thing that i wouldn't understand from mr. george's teachings.. which was quite or very helpful.. hey wait! after recess is library. okay.. during library.. mrs. tan took over mr. ramesh's class since he is in bandar.. then when i went inside the library.. mislea was there.. she's kind.. okay.. then.. i went to my classroom.. and then read my book.. and then maths.. then ugama.. then ugama school.. which was quite interesting.. thats all for today.. the peoples who brightened my day was :

1. amir
2.hafiz
3.chris
4.iRock
5.2b girls
6. mrs. tan
7.mis lea
8. cikgu zalefah

thats all for today.. bye... au revoir..