appreciation

i realized that appreciation is very important... well.. for the first time.. i felt unappreciated.. well at school.. well.. i was very.. well.. idk.. words can't describe it though.. well.. okay.. i hate it at school..where i couldn't even consentrate.. in my studies.. duh.. okay.. i like it the way that i am very serious but well.. warm.. or cordial perhaps.. but now.. i mean today.. i acted like a gay from a gay pub.. i hate that.. well.. i am now.. confessing to my ownself.. well.. eventhough i was like.. well.. my friends like it that way.. but.. well.. i don't know.. anyways.. today amir didn't came to school.. so.. i didn't talk to him.. but he did came to ugama school and well.. he explained.. and i sucked his day.. and also my own day.. well.. i don't know.. okay i am stressed.. okay.. byee.. this is all.. byee.. au revoir.. auf wiedersehen..