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Seems like this anger or any change would make something better nor worst.. the changed did give some possitive reaction towards my friends and even teachers which was kind of shocking to me.. it was very fun today because i could just walk around the school areas and building with no one with me.. i am only accompanied with my own shadows which followed shallowly.. i was feeling very fine and comfortable about getting my own private time with myself to charge my own self confidence and self asteem back again as they fell appart like a jigsaw puzzle wrecked with only just one change.. i had never felt this bizzare in my own body and felt quite over-joyyed about this.. at last, mu goal of being alone to catch some breath and exhale some negative thinking from my brain which comes from unenjoyable teachers was finally accomplished.. as school endded.. i nervously went to chung ching school where my grandma picked me and my brother and sister so that we could go home.. as we were on our way.. i gazzed onto every page that i could read in my twillight book.. i was quickly energized once the first page was opened which means another adventure will start and another love casanova would start soon.. i read as many pages as i could during that time.. as soon as the car stops.. i realized that we were at home.. at last.. well.. i quickly putted my twillight book inside my recyclig bag.. owkay that was too novelishh.. okay.. now.. today during the afternoon.. we read the Yassin.. well.. also then we were told by our teacher about khatam Al-Quran.. well.. i was very nervous and very scared... because.. i had just reaced juz 10.. well.. thats slow work right.. soo now i am going to finish the Al-Quran this month.. and also.. i would even pray everyday just to get Allah's secureness.. and thenn during break.. me.. as usual.. went to amir's class.. well.. to.. umm.. to pick him up.. its not like a date or somehing.. if u guys didn't realize that i am not GAY! well.. its actually like a walk.. maybe a friends walk.. which is the part we hang out.. u knw.. how buddies hang out and stuff.. thenn.. well.. we went upstairss.. and there amir did this freakishly strange choreography which he kinda told me that it was a modern and popular dance nowadays.. soo.. i just said 'oww' just to make him sure i liked to see it full of interest.. well.. then after a few minutes.. mizan made a music beat which was like a umm.. i don't know.. trance or techno.. something like that.. and then amir moved his hands and stuffs.. and when i see a little spect of this dance move... i said to myself 'wtf is this dude doing' well.. i know that everyone likes shuffle.. and all things related to it.. but i kinda don't like it.. soo i told him the truth.. FINALLY... it took me guts to tell himm.. okk.. thenn finishh for the dayy... ahaha.. okay something weird happened then where azib said 'bye' to amir when he's finish lacing his shoe laces on.. thenn.. he said something strange.. sort of like..'pembucur rahsia' i acted as i don't know anything he said to amir.. but actually.. through his cold eyes.. i could read that he's very stressed maybe with his lifestyle.. i don't know about him.. its a secret.. okk.. i am off.. Auf Wiedersehen.. Au Revoir..