Thursday, April 1, 2010

caught in the cage of fear

its been a very very very very long time since this blog hadnt been updated. you could say that it was abandoned for a week or two but well its updated now!

SCHOOLLL!!! the day that ive been waiting for. haha well i was hoping to see my friends because i miss them a lot! so guys i miss you. haha skali adakan urg trasa. hahahahaha becaliii.

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL WAS kinda great because it feels like you havent seen them in months but actually you just saw them ten days ago. the environment didnt even change. even a bit. the white board sat there with its wooden legs with marks of inks from the markers that the teachers use to write on its face. the chairs and tables both sat together, unmoved and untouched for ten silent days. the floor, dirty and dusty. like i said, the environment didnt even change much. and at the end of the day, i had fun since my goal on seeing my friends is accomplished

SECOND DAY OF SCHOOL WAS totally different. the test papers are distributed to us with our marks on them. and mine was quite disappointing as i only scored an E for physics and biology. and the most disappointing grade is my amaths and my chemistry which i have scored an F for it. it kinda sucks but just gotta live with it since i am the one who wrote those papers before the holidays.

THIRD DAY OF SCHOOL WAS kinda the same as the second day of school. papers distributed but the grades really made my day. i scored a B in english and an A in malay and the best effing part is i passed my maths paper. and this time without the help of external marks. i couldnt have been much happier.

TODAY WAS kinda quiet. i mean i was quiet. i wasnt in the mood to do anything. i feel week. i feel as if i only have my head on. by that i mean with no body at all. it was about something that i wouldnt blog about. but everything was worth it because i said what i have to say. and i also have only a homework which is bio.

thats all guys!

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