so let the judges 'deliberate'.

raya for this year is about to end and obviously, everyone has had their shares of apologies. but mine is different, in a way. what shares did i get for raya? apologies & betrayal. yes. betrayal. the eight lettered word that haunts everyone out there.

who doesnt fear of getting betrayed? surely everyone agrees that being fearless about getting betrayed is such an impossible task to accomplish. ironically, its something that people of our surroundings or ourselves feel everyday but, when it happens to you, it feels like its your first time feeling the pain and despair.

but, a little plate of betrayal isnt served directly to your dinner table without the company of another side dish. and that my fellow friends, is judgement. that feeling when you feel like every single moment, every single mistake that you did is being judged heavily by the people who do so.

how could you live with this kind of environment? how could you live life having your mistakes & actions judged unmercifully?

for those of you who says that i am posting this post just so that i could get some attention then, yes. maybe i am. and for those of you who doesnt, then thank you and truthfully, no. i am not. it is up to you to believe which one is a lie and which one is the truth that lies beneath the sea of lies.

thank you for reading anyways, and for those of you who might be offended by this post. why so? post a comment on my shoutbox, or even tweet me, i dont know. selamat hari raya aidilfitri maaf zahir batin :)