can't i just see myself the way i am?

flowers that will make this post smell nice hahahhaha

hey, it has been about a week since i haven't updated this abandoned blog! okay now im gonna tell the rest of you guys about the things that happened this week and last week! i guess there are like tons of things that i wanna post on this blog! so set your eyes on and lets start the reading shall we!



what happened to benz? simple its just a simple accident my mom made when one of her colleagues was parking near to the car and umm im not sure on how to explain to you guys but i did understood my mom's explaination but anyways i don't know how to explain it percisely to you guys. but one of the reasons is my brother boy was suppose to wake up early but he didn't. he actually was suppose to go to school at the time. so that is what happened.

i guess nazirul was true about me over doing it last time! i don't know but including to my friend i did. so yeah i guess he didn't had a bad day after all.

after that incident happened i tried to calm myself and tried to act natural all these days and i guess its working like a miracle! but i don't how this crap started but nazirul suddenly teased me nowadays. trying to act gay and trying to make fun out of me! like wth? i know he's actually making fun at all but i also know that he is critisizing me in his jokes. and whats with the 'zul nda ko dating lagi?'. he was shouting this in front of everyone and i was not impressed as it is embarassing me!

"nazirul if you wanna make fun of me and all the be my guest but, if you wanna be a school clown by having me as your joke-aid then i refuse! critisizing me infront of everyone is not okay! embarassing me infront of the whole school is not okay! having others joining you to do the same thing is not okay! embarassing me after the prayers in front of the juniors is not okay! can't you see how much you've been a freak in my life. you're like a phsyco who's been in my life this past days. i know that its a joke but it doesn't mean that you should do it every freaking day! i forgive you eventhough you haven't even appolagize to me as a friend but the, grow up man!"

i just had a nice chat with muvit aulia harahap yesterday! he's a nice guy and all and good good! good luck on your psr results dude!

spn was great i liked it and bonded with it so much! bahh... hahaha but the exams was okay. after all we are the 1st batch! haha but anyways good luck to all my friends whos been there for me! thanks to everyone!

and btw..

HAPPY BELATED BUTTDAY TO MY FRIENDS WHO IS SHARING THEIR BIRTHDATE


EWANN AND ZHAFRII! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GUYS! AWWW!! MY BOYS HAD GROWN SO FAST! HAHAHAHHAA

there is also one thing i wanna tell... i already have my 'bunga telur' for khatam. mom picked it and they bought it yesterday! IT ISSS..... purple =( hahahahha i'm not a big fan of purple and i was expecting green (y)(y)(y) but in other words asalkan ada hahah




so this is it so bye thanks for reading and stay tuned for more updates! au revoir